Thursday, February 11, 2010
????!!!!!?????
Sumtimes i juz feel tat i
dun deserve to go thru all dese SHIT tat i m actualli goin thru..
I CAN CHOOSE!!!
I hav the damn fckin freedom to choose!! but u knw... its juz tat i m feelin vry reluctan to make certain decisions.. like NOWWWWW!!
i m seriousli afraid u knw!
Like wad wud happen IF i say this n decide tis... wad will happen IF wad i expected does not happen?? wad IF sumtin else happens!! so so so mani things... feelin very foolish actualli..
i shud make up my mind n seriousli stand by it!
but i cant eh.. feelin terribly confused...
but i m so damn sure i realli wan tis... the question is... will i get tis?? or is it juz anoda shit n anoda phase in my life??!!!
Feelin so frustrated... wit so mani things alreadi... n now oni everythin else will happen in my life like s if i asked for additional toppings!!!
argggHHHHHhhhhhhh....!!!
5:57 PM